Condolences on your loss. God be with you and give you strength as needed! I lost my Joe 2 1/2. Years ago, as well. I can empathize with you. As we age, loss seems to occur all too frequently. Of 4 children, only one remains, all too young to go. In a span of 5-7 years, 5 brothers gone...I'm only one left of 8 siblings. Whether we are ready to deal with such losses, that is part of the circle of life. I find my strength in my faith and in memories of the best of times. Fortunately, you have memories of traveling with your love in that AS! Keep on traveling, in his memory, and just maybe, he may join you in spirit from time to time! Keep your chin up and keep on living life to your fullest! Evelyn.